SOAKED WET!

i snoozed my alarm for more than an hour this morning and i woke up at 8.20 and got school at 9.20ish. Decided not to take the religion and the Indonesian class, and it was a right decision that I made. Religion-messy class, Bahasa-No teacher... I simply came and join the 3rd subject as in English! haa!


 enough of the day i had at school before we were finally dismissed at 5 and suddenly rain poured heavily!
 The bad thing was, we gotta cancel our intention to grab bakso 'Pak dhe' *my favorite meatball ever! shall talk about it here sometime*,,, and the other bad thinng is some of us cant just go home, because... we're motorbikers! TEEHEE! yeah been addicted in riding motorbike these past few months... The excitement, thrill, those wind brushing againts your face.. everything! lets not talk about my parent's comment about this,,,

So after a while the rain did stop and off we go! but... as i live quite a distant from school, in the mid of way the rain poured again, quite heavy to make me stop for a shelter.. i was 15 soaked then. less than 10mins the rain slowed down and it was just a lil drizzle outside, and i decided to set off! in the mid of the way it rained heavily again! i decided not to stop cuz its getting dark and im 50%wet already, its never easy to drive any cars or bikes when its raining, especially when its also rhyming with lightning,thunder and the road seems to be so slippery. blessed from any bad possibilities i reached home safe and sound but all soaked WET all in through, not to mention my socks, shoes,lingerie,everything! but IT WAS FUN! been sucha long time since i last soaked wet with the rain, its a feeling missed!

 and by the way, i prefer my uniform colour better when it is wet! =P
 its the kind of blue i love!



and well oh yeah! met a corpse of a lizard on the floor! yeah! its  'ON THE FLOOR!!!' -JLO! =P

 

the thing that crossed my mind was : "which classmate or schoolmate of mine will find 'this' on their bags tomorrow uhhhh?" =))))

First day of school

WHAT DO YOU EXPECT!? its  absodamnlutely SUCKSSS!!!!


and this is my module today, as following


 06.30-06.50   Alarm snooze span
 06.50-07.30  Preparation going to school
 08.00-15.20  School ends...
15.20-15.45   a lil span of break for next row
 15.45-17.00  Extra review class for national exam preparation
 17.00  .......   Rush home, a lil break..JUST that lil break!, bath,etc
 17.45-19.15 Tuition
  19.30-20.00 Manage my business at the shop *cuz my parents are away*
  20.15-2043  Dinner alone at a street vendor eatern
 20.43-NOW here i am doing my homeworks and social networking!
and..... TAaaaDAaa!!!

      THE END!

 

My Lunar Birthday (⌣́_⌣̀)

 September 10,2011-- yes! its just another week before my upcoming  "supposed-to-be" sweet 17th Birthday...and i dont intend to make any pandemonium nor celebration out of it.---

well, WHATEVER!!!

 Earlier on today I was planning about many other things that i have to check on several Lunar Chinese birthdate related stuffs, and i accidentally found out that today is my own Lunar Birthday, and this year was so special. without my Mom, without my family,apparently left alone at home though i have a brother of mine.well it doesnt make a difference does it?

Mom would usually cook me a vermicelli and a red egg on each year of my Lunar birthday, but not this year.. i wonder if she just forgot it or she didn't knew it or she's just dispensing all this norms anymore... but she did gimme a red packet yesterday before they left for the airport, but still im kinda disappointed yeah?





as usual i'd go on and on rant on twitter and every social network ive got that my parents would never have and tell the 'www' of how pathetically im spending my lunar birthday. hip!hip!hooray!!! well, honestly i wasnt hoping to tell people about it and expect 'em to greet me! like after i told em "its my birthday!!! GREET ME!!!" Well, thats just STUPID! BUT ironically  it was those plainly stupid yet natural, yet so heart warming greetings from my friends on Blackberry Messenger on Twitter, from my followers, my hommies, from people i know to people i dont know that brighten up my day, telling me that," well Steph, you're not alone! we're here!" *EAAA!!!!* LMFAO!

 

................................. speechless... kinda funny, hilarious but touching too! thanks guys! least, for saving my day=D.........................

Letting Go!

"Every happiness in this life was started with the intention of making others happy, yet all sorrows in life was created by your self-centeredness.-EGO"

 

 We all live within a borrowed time, nothing is eternal except 'changes' itself...

these days....i've been thinking out loud and acting in vain.
Knocking over anyone that stands in my way.
Sometimes I need to apologize,but sometimes I need to admit that I ain't right.
Sometimes I should just keep my mouth shut, or only say "HELLO" and scram off!
Sometimes I still prefer walking alone.

 

Friends, Family, Pets, Pest, Lovers, Haters, Douche bags, Dipshits, Baldy, Fellas and all hommies you could ever met in life... i'm LETTING ALL GO!  its a HAND OUT dude!

I'd be so contented to know that id be useful to anyone's life in this society. I may not be super  heroes characters...but i just had this thought that if " They need me, they'd call me."  No hard feelings or maybe no feel attached, I AM LEAVING MY LIFE NEUTRALY! period. no not a menstrual period but just a dot! (.) period! k?! well does that looks like boobs and nipple? well its not ! (.)

''Never be dependent to anyone in life, cuz even your shadow leaves you in the dark.''

"So-musicated'

Its been raining a lot lately, and i dont really remember all those seasons and i dont really forecast at weathers. and i dont know why im typing all these either.

  Been listening to a few random songs that suits my feeling so much recently, and i'd be so excited to share you my playlist! just to name some:

Super Bass by. Nicki Minaj (with various verse and cover)Unfriend you by.  Greyson ChanceComing Home by P.Diddy ft Boys AvenueIf I Die Young by The Band PerryMoves Like Jagger by Maroon 5 ft Christina AguileraIn The Dark by Dev Lighters by.Bruno Mars ft. Eminem Officially Missing You by Tamia.

And the most important thing above all JAYESSLEE! ever heard of them? if no, let me introduce them to you =D
 Jayesslee as in Janice and Sonia are 25 year old Korean twin sisters born and raised in  Sydney,Australia. Both have great passion in music and is set to pursue music. they're VERY FAMOUS in youtube for their singing and in Australia itself and as in www.youtube.com WORLD WIDE!!!-WEB. =D heyy!! im a new great FANNN of 'em
 check 'em out!

Price Tag cover

Today is not Sunday? its Thursday?! WHOA!

*looking at the date on my phone* To confirm that today is Tuesday,Aug 2,2011.
Im not an early bird, i cant even bear to leave my bed though sometimes the sun is already on my butt. Honestly i,me,myself cant figure out how did i wake up every morning and go to school in the past 14years of my life either! and the big deal today is......................

Today i woke up at7,25which is a big deal to me!! took bath and drive mom to the market!
THE MARKET! which is another BIG deal to me!   well, didn't really enter the wet market,Mom's just asking me along with her to buy some stuffs for her, where usually its only an annual rite for me to accompany her to the market, and thats during CNYs. 
   
   but then the best thing of all that makes everything so worth it is... a Ggreeeaaattt Breakfast!

which is none other than the very local hometown dish 'Medan Fried-Char Kway Tiao'!!

probably used of heavy breakfast such as: noodles, bee hoons, wonton noodle, chicken rice,etc..
in particularly this Kway Tiao from Medan has mesmerized my favorite breakfast menu!

As its located in the front corner of the market, this
 'Kopitiam' (coffee stall) is more of a gathering place for Medan people in early morning at Batam! their Hokkien accent, the scent of the foods,and everything! it made me wanna go back to my parents' hometown so much!  =9 nom nom nom.

    As im busy with my phone, of course my Mom was leading the way and i wasn't really paying attention to her,and the peak was until we walked pass a pastries stall and i was simply hooked up to stop by and grab a bite of my all time-since childhood favorite pastries, The Choux Pastry with a bottle of Soya Bean!! UWW -YEAH!!!!!! and by the way.....where did Mom go? well c'mon! chill lah! its not as if what happened 12 years ago?lost in the market and all the cries and wailing??  Nay!nay! i got the car keys today! LOL!

Valuing our Differences, Celebrating Diversity.

Chinese Ghost Festival ft. Ramadan

So today is the start for our Moslem friends all around the world  to begin their fasting of their Ramadhan, which is also coincidentally held together with the 2nd day of the Hungry Ghost Festival month!

Being raised in a quite fuddy duddy Chinese family, I,me, myself was kinda mazedly whirled in the this twist between fiction and tradition.


Hungry Ghost Festival and Ramadan at the same time, one hungry one fasting..... 

   

Hungry Ghost Festival  

This festival runs throughout the seventh month of the Chinese calendar. It is believed that the gates of hell open during this period and hungry ghosts are allowed to roam freely into our world. Though not a public holiday, this is the time where one can see many people perform various rites to appease the wandering ghosts, such as offering food and burning joss paper. One can also see traditional performances such as Chinese opera which are held to appease these ghosts (getai/song stage performance).

*the front blank seats were believed to be reserved for the 'spirits'*

I still remember how i almost broke my arm when i was 8 after spouting nonsenses things during these months.Parents would always remind us not to drive recklessly,stay away from going out at night, avoid coming back home late, restrain from bad words, foolish actions,avoid planning  trips and many more!

Aside from appeasing those 'hungry' spirits, it was also believed that chinese would give those offerings like fruits, joss sticks,joss papers to protect the families and loved ones from those 'wandering' spirits throughout the moths.
 1st day of the HGF-15th day-and the last day of it, you'd expect to see your chinese neighbours performing religious rites along the street and valley...